my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 12:09 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past






I have been very very tired lately. with work and stuff. well today was the first day off school. i had like 3 hours of sleep but i manage to pull through. School was pretty much the expected first day off school.


I don't care much about it. Well honestly i learn a lot about people today. Well i do have respect for some but for some they don't deserve any respect. Most of all, today i realize something. It does not mean that you are clever or you're able to score well, you are a capable leader. Instead you maybe one of the worst leader, self-centered and narcissistic person. and i guess to sum up today, "disappointing". Learn to stick to your words and learn to stand up to people. Pretty much i have no respect for many people.



Well, to be honest i am surprised by the decision that i made. But honestly i am proud of myself. I dare to challenge myself. At the very least i am not those people who "till death do us part". I know what i have signed myself up for. It is gonna be tough. But i shall stay strong for myself. I really hope things will go well.


Well after school was awesome. I think i was like kinda crazy and high due to lack of food. Had Long John, and thanks to Arena and Nasha for accompanying me.



Well let me just wrap this up i wrote this post with full of joy and smile. There was no anger what so ever. No offense to anyone in particular. I am not upset nor am i ranting out. This is kinda like a diary and so yea i have the right to blog about what i want. cheers!!


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus