my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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the return.
Saturday, August 7, 2010 12:56 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



every mistake you make is a lesson learn for you. it will make you stronger. but some mistakes are just too hard for you to learn over it. especially when that mistake is circulating around. sometimes you wonder are you cursed with it or things happen for a reason.


well in my case there are tons of these things happening in my life. well this year is not a good year at all for me. but i want to be able to pull through it. well tons of things are circulating around seriously. surprisingly some i just ignore and don't even brood over it. well some is far from even being able to forget about it.



The 3 incident that is affecting me deeply till today.
- the 'she' incident
- July's movie incident
- the everlasting Pain

well precisely in the course of this, i have lost lots of friend. and it continues. i am giving up hope in everything.
nothing can save or change the feeling now.


I should let my mind rest. it really need some rest. see you guys soon.

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus