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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
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Welcome back post (:
Sunday, July 11, 2010 3:09 PM
If only i was given a chance to change my past


Well, hello to all. been missing for a very long time, haha. Been very very busy this couple months. Started off with fypj, followed by the suzhou fypj trip and now back to singapore. well it had been an amazing month. A month full of joy and excitement.

A month at suzhou was truly amazing. It was such a great and memorable experience, i really and truly enjoyed myself there. I learn more about myself. It was a life-changing experience. I live life peacefully with no stress thinking about life. It was the best getaway. Well now back at singapore, life is not going as plan. It is really bad. I am really falling apart in many different ways.


One again, it is a repeat of the past. I really hope this time it won't turn out the way it did the previous time. I really value you.


Besides that i just need to get away from some stuff, i need to find someone who can understand me very well, i have made new friends who are there for me with their endless care and concern. thanks guys.

Well i just life could be better. I guess its time to go back to my roots. The thing that has been missing for a very long time.




Well here are the 10 photos i feel is the best taken in China.


Number 10




this was a field trip to one of the iconic places at suzhou haha. it was the most amazing pair-up ever. haha. basically all the six above are people who just can't stop taking photos haha. it was one of the best pair-up ever enjoyed it guys!
(Sabri, Zhang Bin, Naren, Zhi How, Germaine and me)


Number 9




this was the trip to hangzhou, the scenery there was awesome. And these to guys are 2 new friends that i made and came to know about. really amazing people.
(Qing Rui, Zhen You, Me)


Number 8




hahaha. let's just let this picture do the talking by itself. the bachelor and the hotstuff.
(hotstuff, sabri, naren, elfy, kenneth, zhen you, firdaus, faizul, zhi how)


Number 7




This picture is at number 7, is because i love it a lot hahaha. its really awesome to just look at it. well i guess the people in it are mostly the fun and amazing people. Awesome people.
(sabri, firdaus, elfy, linda, germaine, kenneth)


Number 6




Going shanghai the first time and hanging out with these guys was not a mistake. I truly enjoyed myself with them. awesome guys. Many funny and memorable incident that happen there is still etched in my mind.
(fadhlan, naren, zaki, elfy, faizul, kenneth, ravina, sabri, firdaus)


Number 5




ONE WORD - THE BEST. love it. love it. love it. should be ranked higher. haha.
(naren, zhi how, germaine, firdaus, sabri)


Number 4




Credit to germaine. a wonderful picture. very nice. which is nicer? picture 1 or 2? hahaha i think i now which is. (zhen you & firdaus VS elfy & kenneth)


Number 3




my girlfriend at shanghai, hahahah awesome laa. hahaha too much thing to talk about this picture. deserve a higher placing actually but difficult ah. i miss my girlfriend. ARGHHHH!!!
(firdaus girlfriend and firdaus)


Number 2




I've said it over and over again. I love this picture. confirm got people irritated by it. i love this picture. so cool ahhh! like the backstreet boys. these guys are awesome, well i don't get to know kenneth and faizul that much. but sabri and elfy are really to awesome guys. amazing friends. if only we had the time to get to know each other better i am sure we can be good friends. best hanging out with you guys! (elfy, faizul, kenneth, sabri, firdaus)


Number 1




Well its first cause of the one who take the photo and the person who jumped. hahahaha. thanks a lot germaine. a very very nice shot. Well its funny how we became friends. haha. i wasn't close to this friend of mine at first. after about 2 weeks then i get to know him. and surprisingly we bonded really really well. we became close friend. haha. i had never found anyone who had similar characteristic like me. awesome. haha.
well he is now one of my closest friend and most of all i would like to express my gratitude to him on his advice to me in facing one of my biggest problem here singapore. (it was indeed one of the most sensible advice i receive from a friend) thanks dude
Nice jump shot!!! (firdaus and zhen you)


Looking back, i really miss those days. If we were given a chance to stay there or return which would i have chosen ? The fun life and the easy way out of problem or the tough life facing the problem.




if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus