my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Changes.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 2:41 PM
If only i was given a chance to change my past




As time past, people change. Some change for the better, some change for the worst.
I have never took to consideration how much I have change these past month, how bad I have become and how many hearts have I hurt and how many people that I have pissed.

How much you question yourself on why you change, you can never answer it cause the answer lies deep in your heart and you're not able to face it. You change for the worst because of someone or because you can't stand of getting hurt over and over again. But you never realise how the change could affect you and the others.

This week was a total eye-opener on what happen. I have lost everything. I've change to someone who I don't even recognise.

I can't change anything at this point. and it is the worst feeling ever. I am feeling very very down.

One bad incident that change everything.

"I am not able to share everything here. More details here."


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus