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Tuesday, January 5, 2010 2:18 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



My all time favourite show is finally back after the break. Desperate Housewives Season 6 Episode 11 is back.

It was clearly, one of the best episodes i've ever watched. The story line was superb. basically, people perception of desperate housewives is that is just a drama series but if you guys really keep up to it, its just not a drama. there is a message that they are trying to send to us in the show.
Once again, today's episode, was all about the path of life you choose. what if i choose to do this instead of this?
how would have life been? would it had been better? or would it be worst? would there be something for me to learn from? or nothing? would it be suffering or full of joy?

Most of all it was emphasizing on being grateful with what you have. Honestly, i am rarely grateful of what i have. Its not that i want more but i want totally different thing.


Reflecting to myself

What if i had not make that mistake? maybe i would have made a much bigger mistake in life? or maybe i will in the worst condition that i could have been.

or

What if i had not make that mistake would'nt life be better?
would'nt i be at ease and have a much better future? nothing to be afraid of and nothing to regret.

In both cases there will be something that would have made me stronger. but i choose neither the path.


I have made that mistake. i regret it. i am embarrassed thinking of it. i can't change it. but i can change my future. right now its all about what lies in front of me.
I need to think carefully before making that choice. so as there won't be any regrets and i learn to be grateful.

night guys!





My heart is totally not at ease
I can't sleep.
haiz.


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus