my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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HappyNewYear!!!
Saturday, January 2, 2010 1:35 PM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Happy 2010 guys, so 2009 has past and there were many interesting/fun/unforgettable/painful/hurting/regrets/sad/happy moments that happen. So I've actually decided to do a recap of the most exciting conversation that i had in 2009 that i could never forget.

(i cannot remember the exact phrase but i think the structure is something like this)

She said: "Firdaus, if you are standing beside a guy who you yourself feel that, that guy is better looking than you, you will give him the face that you despise him! even though he smile at you and talk to you. why arr???"

My answer: "never once in my life have i ever done that"

She replied: "u jealous ahh?"

My answer: "HELL NO!!!"

So let me conclude it this way, i am not arrogant, neither am i jealous of someone else who i feel is better looking than myself. If you are good looking, yes i will say "yes you are" so yea. I am not some guys who are loser and who can't admit facts ya!!!

kwakwakwa!!

2009 was a year i somehow feel I change in the way i think. It may not be the most matured way, but somehow yes.


i've lost many things this year. To gain it back is impossible. I told myself many times to fixed it! but i can't so i guess i just got to start afresh find new friends and new people to go on with life.




I am bored at this moment that is the reason why i am writing this post. later tonight i will post about my two days/one night vacation. And finally i am going clubbing in my term break!!

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus