my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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d.
Thursday, December 24, 2009 12:43 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past


3 acts. 3 stories. 3 life.


1st.
In life, you may not spend much time thinking but you spend a lot more talking. If this happen, you for sure face one fact that is you never think before you say. until that one occasion where you make the crucial mistake. It may be your first but what if its a point where regrets is useless? a situation where you can't change what is done? you've hurt the other party and your relationship is gone. What's there left to do?




2nd.
In life, there may be many things that you badly want but there will be that one and only wish where if it comes true, you will stop asking for others. you work hard for it, you do everything you can to get it and put in effort day and night to just get it. but what if its not meant to have it? what's there left to do?




3rd.
In life, there are people who wants their dream fantasy to come true. they live life with their fantasy by them even when they living to their daily routine. are they crazy? are they mentally-ill? i guess not. maybe in this world they suffer, live with pain and live with regret and only in their dream life they can get rid of all this. they wish they can swop the life but will that ever happen in reality? and what's left to do?



In all the 3 stories there is one thing that they share in common, that is hope. you hope you can mend that mistake/ you hope after all you've done you will get it/ you hope you can swop reality and fantasy.


There are people living this way. and still going on in life this way. hope is the thing that keep them staying alive. to those who faces the same thing but gave up cause their hope is gone, they live a meaningless life.


stay strong,
cause when you reach a point
where you want to give up,
that is where your hope
all these while
is coming to reality
cheers!



if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus