my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 12:52 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Its been a while since i last blog. I've been very very busy with life lately. Many things happen that i want to share about but i can no longer remember. basically i wanna share one event in particular that was fun attending. It was camp eagle i really had fun there and learn many things. Appreciate the invitation alot. Mostly thanks to Stephanie and Zhien Yi for the invite i truly appreciate it.






Sometimes, when you try so hard to be the best person there or even try to like everyone it is never possible. Its really really hard when you try your very best to fit in but you always feel on the outs.

And when you try your very best to figure out is it you? your attitude or whats causing this to happen? You wll never be able to understand.

I know that they don't or should i phrase it as never put me aside. But its just hard when i am the one who feel that way. I never blame you guys but just the situation.

so basically apology from me to my mates.



Sometimes letting what you feel out may make you feel better but it might make the situation or people arounf you feel worst.


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus