Friday, October 30, 2009 12:48 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past

This show was one of the best show i ever watched.It was worth while watching it! I freaking love it! I want to buy the dvd when its release!

Catch it on weds at AMK. with xj and her friends. haha. its was great. And ya it was also Yufang's birthday!! Happy Birthday!! =D

Today is thursday. Or technically i should say, yesterday. It was'nt one of the best i should say.
-Lesson start at 8am. I was late.
-I did not wear my contacts (and i was suffering the whole day).
-I could not board the train until the fourth one arrive.
-I brought the wrong book. XML and Web Services instead of Operating System.
-My pen had no ink.
-Ya basically at one point, i was no longer interested to see how screwed up my day was.

Tomorrow is friday. Kick off at 2pm and ya carry on life after that.


To a much more serious post. I can see many of my friends suffering with friendship problem at this point. Initially i gave myself a smile. saying to myself that it was over for me. I was no longer the only. But after spending time alone, i could actually notice how sick my friendship life was/is. Who in the bloody NYP is my friend? I honestly have no idea. Honestly speaking i think its less then 5. Many people said that i have many friends. But basically i am the one who avoid these many friends that i have!


I basically find it so hard to even say hi to a huge bunch of people who once were my friend. I have no idea why am i like this. why am i treating them this way. If only i allow to change something. I regret i did not do it. I regret being such a bad person. I regret being the one who avoid all my friends. Basically i just wanna get this f***-ed up period of life done and over with quickly.I can't fixed this now because...

I guess, as long as you keep every single thing to yourself you won't be able to get over this problem. I will keep trying to solve this without sharing and i will succeed!

I wanna make new friends and i hope this time i am once again who avoid them. Want to be my friend? :)