my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
Hate what you see, click This.

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Its just wrong.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 1:14 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



CRAP! I AM JUST SCREWED UP!!! INCLUSIVE OF TODAY ITS BEEN LIKE 3DAYS!


Ok let me just define it. It all
started with this wierd feeling of me acknowledging you more than just a fren,

followed by this fear of me ruining my own dignity by a mistake that i did. and i have this fear that you came to know about it due to another mistake i made. but i am not sure if you really know. its just that i felt that way.

Third the fact that i just need to see you(even just by having you online on msn) to make myself feel better.

Fourth, waiting for you to chat with me on msn.

Fifth, (this one i have no bloody idea why also!) I somehow felt upset, dissapointed and jealous seeing a picture which you were in with my frens(it looks like a celebration) which i don't know of.

Just this phrase to describe myself now.
WTH IS wrong with me!!


I really hope to get over this soon.



And on a totally different note, people some people will only talk to you if they want something from you.


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus