my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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Self-Reflection.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 2:33 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
Laziness has really caught up with me. I need to change for my own good. I really got to start studying. This Year is no longer like last year where I can only study a day before the Exam. Its no longer like that anymore. Let us just hope I can really start studying. I guess the solution is some time alone and reflecting about the future.
On a totally different note, I am really pleased that things have became alot better. Thankfully. It is great that things became better. It may not be like old times but at least the effort is there.
Back to yesterday 2:54am post That conniving person! Let us forgive and forget ok? I have forgive and forget about it. I know its fast but what make me forgive and forget is seeing the postive side on why the person did that.
Back to this morning I AM NOT GOING TO QUIT! Everyone makes mistake! I learn from it. And oh ya you were not there to see what I went tru. I accept your point of view with open arms. Given the circumstances that i don't have enough manpower, time and trial runs last time. I am proud my team did well! And honestly if you were in my shoes you think you can do it? Please think before you say or type!!!!
I want to thank all my friends for your endless support! I love you guys!
To my dearly loved frens : "I will remember what you guys said. Thank you so much for your concern. Thanks for the care that you guys gave. Thanks for the sweet SMS, the wondeful chats, as well as posts in your blog. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I will always remember you guys!!!!
I really hope you know why am I treating you this way! Why i don't talk to you! Why i ignore you! Why i don't smile at you! Why i don't get close to you! Think about it and I am sure you will know why! you love to think alot so go ahead think about it! and to Fairul Azhar Happy Birthday {I did wish you! but sorry 2 mins late not on time!}!!!
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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