Thursday, May 7, 2009 1:04 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past

Few years back

On this particular date, it was actually the worst day of my life. I've did things which i know broke my parents heart as well as disgrace my family.

Why i decide to blog abt this? I really hope that people can learn something from this.

I made a mistake which i regret most in life. As of now I can just look back with full of regrets. Is mostly because of mixing with the wrong company. I will never blame them. I just have myself to blame. It was clearly my own choice but i've made the wrong one. That incident taught me something. Which is to really think before doing anything.
Actually you can say its a blessing in disguise. If this never happen there won't be any lesson learnt. However I am glad it came to a point that I actually realise that I was making a mistake. Thankfully I managed to change.


Today

I am just glad that i have been a given a chance to change. The me 'today' care about others, never want anyone to feel left out, truly love my friends, want to make everything ok!(even tho i know its not possible). Looking at this, i am really happy that i am changed person. However i do hear people saying i am someone bad now, hahaha what i can just say you don't know the past Firdaus....

If some say this, "Firdaus is a bad guy now. Don't trust him. He is a backstabber"

I will say this "If you are my real friend you will know my true intention & I don't need the whole world to know my initial intention"


I am just happy that i am changing and honestly i want to still keep changing to be alot better.

I am really happy I can smile again. :)