my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
Hate what you see, click This.

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A learning curve.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 2:03 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Hello all i want to share something with you guys out there. You have to realise that people whom you regard as friend may not have regard you as one. In a way or another you have to realise that not all are your friends. They may be nice to you but they never consider you as one. Maybe you guys don't realise it. Ok its not you guys its I AM THE ONE WHO DO NOT REALISE IT. I've never realise it up till this moment. I also hope that this would never happen to you guys!


I can't deny the fact that i am sad, upset, dissapointed, demoralize, depressed, humilated.
I also can't deny the fact that i am a fool.

They were many who convinced me that i was making a mistake (before this happen) i did not listen to them and now, do i regret???

YES. every single bit of it.


I have finally felt how you feel man. I extremely look up to you. How you put your own ego down to still continue on the friendship. As for me?? I will listen to your advice. But i don't know if i can.


A note to you. Please think before doing anything! Always remember that people can ruin your life! Trust me if you were to know me in the past you would have regret i would not give in like this. I will fight till the end. But i am diff now. You are freaking lucky! Now i know why people.....


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus