my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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You Dissapoint Me!
Thursday, April 16, 2009 12:11 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



I have been through a lot lately. It has been a test for me. I am still staying strong. Once again in my life trust is the major issue. I am in a position not knowing who to trust. It’s really hard to be in this position. I treated everyone nicely and never once did I ever try to fake myself in front of anyone. I was being myself all along. However are you guys really showing me who you really are? Are you just faking in front of me or you just want to stir up something. I am in a position not knowing who to trust. What if the one I trust backstab me? What should I do? I know it’s a must for me to believe in myself. I will and I will decide who can be trusted and who can’t!


To worsen matter, I was very disappointed to hear certain facts today. I was really disappointed upon hearing what you had to say. I really look up to you. But is this what I am looking up to? What is wrong with you? You always advice me but now you disappoint me. Did you even think before you said those words? Who am I to you? You let me down.

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus