my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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A story to share
Saturday, April 18, 2009 3:29 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
Ok i know this is super wierd but i just got to blog again.
Haha. AND BEFORE I START THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST BUT JUST WANT TO SHARE SOMETHING POST. haha. There is something that i want to share with you guys out there.
About friendship
Firstly, sometimes you feel dissapointed with yourself because of the fact that you let your friend(s) down. They may not notice it but you feel it. Some friendship that you want to last long may not last long. Why? Because in the course of the whole thing, there are other people who just cut in the middle and try being your friend. Why i said try? It is because the person who cuts in, actually don't regard you as a friend. There is a hidden agenda to why that person is your trying to be your friend. But sometimes the person who cut in the middle of your friendship with someone else actually convinced you strongly that he/she is innocent and wants to be your friend not try to be.
And unfortunately once you are in this position, who do you regard as your friend??
It's not easy to make a choice. Its all about trust.
As of now. I know there is my friend out there who wants to know what my choice is.
*I regard everyone as my friend. But i trust you guys differently!
(Most of my friends are offline on MSN. I want to chat with someone. who?? I really want to chat with you!!! Aku sedih gila kau tak nak layan aku. serious! aku tahu yang kau marah ngan aku!
sorry! sorry! sorry!
aku tahu aku telah mengecewakan kau. tlg maafkan aku bagi aku lagi satu peluang. maafkan aku. There is a reason i typed this in malay. I don't want you to read this! but i want you to read this also. I want us to be friends like before the (mistake). Is it possible?)
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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