my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Hell Day!
Friday, April 24, 2009 12:42 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



TOday was a better day than yesterday initially but the minute i am home things when bad. I was online and chatted with lot of ppl and i feel something is not right. The fact that no one wants to tell me is there a problem or not spoilt my mood. I even stopped eating half way. I just know that something is not right. At this point, i think i've changed. A month ago. I was not like this. I was a total diff person. But this time after being expose to many diff things, i guess i've went overboard. I've SAID & DONE things that's not right at all but i did not notice it.


I am begging u guys please tell me what is wrong.
PLEASE
It sucks when i feel i've made a mistake but i dunno what the mistake is.

I want to change. Pls help me. I know there is no point regreting now but pls tell me what is wrong with me so I can change. Facing so many probs is not easy. I feel like giving up in life.

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus