my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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Firdaus, Finale Ends.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 3:03 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
<<~BI0905~
3RD APRIL 2009! It was the day which F.M.O. ended and it was the end of finale. It was'nt easy to say to goodbye after going tru it for 3 weeks. From the planning stages till the final moment. I went tru thick and thin with many wonderul people! There were smiles and anger. There were also tears of joy and tears of sadness. All these moments will be kept as memories forever. It all started from 4TH MARCH 2009. The start of camp eagle. I can say that i actually went for a transformation. A transformation of myself that i could never expect. I actually seen a side of myself that i never did!
I am thankful for that. Regret joining F.M.O??
Nope and Never!
In all i could say that finale was a success for me. I enjoyed being the IC(Stage Manager). Ilove my crews, casts, ninjas, runners and ushers. THEY ARE JUST WONDERUL PEOPLE!
>I am really sorry if along the course of these whole thing i've hurt anyone's feeling. I may not realise it but you guys know. So please forgive me! I did not know that i could be so evil at times. And it's really hard to make evryone happy. But i tried my best!
I am gonna miss alot of people from the finale side so much!
BI rocks! I love you guys too! It has been wonderful to be with you guys. We are like a family. I am gonna miss eating s11 with you guys almost every night!!!! (jiaqi,henry,leon,huikhim,jingting,baoying,terry,ls,jiawei,joan plus zerong,thomas and yk.)
Every start has to finish and every beginning has to end. So this is the end.
No more FMO planning! No more late nights. No more stress. No more sleepless night. No more 2359. No more diploma meetings. No more department meetings. No more Department IC's meeting. No more debrief. No more brainstorming of titles and themes. No more rejection. No more alignment. No more fun time. No more rules. No more Stage rules. No more auditorium. No more comforting of others "telling them that everything is going to be fine". No more EXCOs walking around to check and to help us. No more knocking of the club room door. No more scripts. No more rehearsal. No more cue sheets. No Stage Manager. No More IC.
The story started with a paragraph now its time to end it with a full-stop.
The love ones.
"It bunch"
Ili Zawani - You are the first person in my mind to talk about. It has been great knowing you. I think we really had fun knowing each other and had this thing going on till it confusion to the others. But i really hope what we shared can last forever! The secrets, the jokes(Hhahaha yang paling gerek sekali pasal Ze rong haha. biar rahsia tu antara kita dua jer.. hehe) and the fun we had! Haha Friends forever! And let us go out soon!!
Wee Chiat - Wonderful friend! Hahaha.. got alot of nonesense that we went talk about. Haha. Best la man! seriously i enjoyed knowing and talking to you. I really cannot remember how i first know you. But i know that i pulled you in to finale haha. Thank you so much!!!!!
"EI Peeps"
Suwanno - OMG! seriously super diff to say goodbye to you! We went tru alot of diff things. You were an awesome buddy! I am very so much gonna miss working with you! You were great as an IC. I always support you!!
Teresa - I 100% gonna miss talking to you. It so fun knowing you. I am very glad that i got to know you. I am gonna miss you alot! I know its diff for you when i took all your peeps but you seriously helped me out with it. Thank you!
Actually i miss talking to you already! :(
Let us plan a meet up!!
"Finale Forever"
Guo Wei - I know you before camp eagle and we continued our friendship in this F.M.O. its been a wonderful journey. We've been wonderful friend. I will never forget you. So sad to bye to you! Take care! See you around soon!
Jack - This is the most wonderful guy i ever know. He is a wonderful guy with a wonderful personality! Its been great knowing you buddy. You were always there when i was not okay! And till today, the day that you were feeling very down i can still remember. I will always remember that day! It was hard for me to see you upset like that. (I control myself from crying and its not easy!!! But did i cry later?? haha.)
"BI S11 gang"
Bao ying & Jing Ting - I am gonna miss you guys. Esp during dinner you know. Those moments where we talk abt the EXCOs haha (Ze Rong & YK) HAHAHA.You guys are great la!! (I will never forget. I am tired, I don't want to talk.) Haha
Joan - I think even we are not that close but we have a connection tru one person. haha funniest thing is the secret you know, I also know but from diff sources. Plan an outing soon!!
Terry, Henry & Leon - The 2 most wonderful BI guys! You guys rawk la man! Serious! So much fun we had esp during meetings and briefing haha. I enjoyed it so much!!!
Jia Wei & Leong Seng - We are all classmates and we con'td to be close friends tru this F.M.O. You guys are great wonderful buddies! Let us be friends forever!!! LS continue singing! haha
"The EXCO's that changed me & I will never forget them!"
Michael/Joel/Jie Ying/Marcus - Thank you so much for your endless support. I will miss every moment with you guys. Every single motivational word that comes out from your mouth. Thank you so much for choosing me as an IC. I appreciate it so much! Michael, your smile always make me feel alot happy even tho was in stress mode. Joel, you are great to know! Jie Ying, The one and only Jie ying! Marcus, the wonderful man!
Jon Neo - Haha. this is funny to start with. Serious! To those who know what happen. Hahaha i am laughing right now thinking of what actually did happen. I actually don't know him well enuf but what i knew was we had a conflict. HAHA. serious i find it stupid now. But at times things just happen. Let's forgive and forget.
Terry - What you told me, moved me. You may not know it but it did. I was very touched by it and yea i did cry. Never once i ever tot that there were people around that have faith in me. I am really glad i got to know you and i really want to get to know you!
Yong Kuang - Yong Kuang is just Yong Kuang. How i get to know you very well is tru secrets. I got to know you even better tru the outing and soon better after that. Haha we must keep in contact and share more secrets. Let us having outing and you must join.
Thomas - You are just a great EXCO. I really respect you alot. As a friend you're wonderful. Honestly i know alot more about you but i was not able to share with you due to the limited time. We really must meet up and share all these stuffs. Good luck in getting what you want. I will always support you! Keep in contact always and meet up really soon. I want to know hows things.. haha
& last but not list.(the EXCO that i am very close to!)
Ze Rong - I have so much to say about you. But i have to limit it. Trust me on this. Only people who knows you well enough will know who you really are, How nice you are & How evil you are(haha..jk). I've regard you as a very close friend rather than a senior. Always believe in yourself. I am very sure that you can get what you want. And please stop saying "you think too much" & "nonesense". And i am really sorry for disturbing you most of the time as well as not talking to you. Haha i had fun you know actually!! haha
*There is a secret that i think you shld know but i will not say!
There is also the rest. I really do want write more but it will take me a long time. Always remember that even tho your name is not up, you guys are in my heart.
I love you all! Thank you for being wonderful friends. I am gonna miss you guys!!
*I don't want to turn back. Please help me.
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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