my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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24th March 2009 will be treasured by Firdaus forever....
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 1:59 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
Let me get to the point why I blog today!!
I will never ever forget this day. What happen today is memorable.
Ok let me skip to the best part. As you people know, I've been busy in school for the past 2 weeks doing FMO stuff. And yerp at around 4 plus today something happen. One EXCO scare the hell out of me when he said something about the proposal that we submitted. From the minute he said that to the minute its our turn to see them, many things were in my mind. Bad things I mean. I was freaking out. So eventually once the games department were done, it was our turn. As I walk into that room, my heart was beating super duper fast. And when we stepped into that room it was dark. Slow music was played. I felt even worst!
What happen next?
- It was actually to get the signature of all our EXCOs that has been with us since day one.
As they were flipping tru the pages, I look closely at them. I was filled with mixed emotion. Sad, Scared, Proud and many others. Every word that came out of their mouth means alot to me. Every page they flip touched me. (Basically I am responsible for like 90% of anything that happen in the proposal) At that point i understood the real meaning of that proposal. To tell you guys the truth, the incident that happen just now may not affect my members but affected me deeply.
Thomas: When you actually signed it, it means alot. You are a great EXCO from day one. I am extremely happy to be given a chance to work with you if I was asked
to swop you with someone else. Never would I ever do it! Thank you so much man! Had great time working with you.
Joel: Despite not knowing you well. It's been great having you being a part of finale. I appreciate all your support!
Michael: Haha! I was laughing by the time it came down to you. Hahaha. You are just great la! haha. thanks buddy!
Jie Ying: WOW. It was not easy seeing your emotions at that time (Seriously!). I had fun working with you. Knowing you as an OGL and now EXCO is great. Will 100%
still remember what you say after the whole FMO. Tho you won't be there on the first 2 days. You will be remembered by us!! okla! by me!!!!
Marcus: Its been great knowing you as a person and better as an EXCO. You have
been like the understanding one. Thanks for your care and concern man!
Jia Ming: Jia Ming scare the hell out of me. I was standing right in front of him and my legs were shivering. Hahaha.. I seriouslly look up to this guy. And your motivational words means alot. thank you!
Jia Pei: The minute he signed it, it moved me like hell. I was very touched!! very very touched! Its not easy to get people to like the work you have done but the EXCOs did. They all gave their approval.
Audrey: And when Audrey stamp the proposal. Many things were in my mind. Before entering the room I was extremely freaked out. But as it comes to an end it became emotional.
Putting the proposal on the table. Mark it all. If I was knew it was
this serious. I would edit every single mistake in it.
But after this incident it taught me to take things seriously.
>>>>>I know some people want me to post this part. haha.
After the EXCO had their last say. I did say some things. And ya at that point i was on the verge of breaking down (BUT) I did not okay!!!!
Why?? It is because this thing means alot to me. 2 weeks here means alot!
And I am sure that those who had put in effort in their own proposal will feel the same thing too!
After the whole thing we Finale Department, (the 14 of us) went inside finale room and had a little discussion. It was awesome!
Thank you Qing Guo. Honestly what you said touched me. I appreciate it! Without someone like you I won't be able to do it as well! thanks man!! and its great knowing you buddy!!!
So basically today there is alot of touching moments. haha. I am serious. Ya.
Before I stepped into that room and the minute I leave, I learned alot.
(Thank you EXCOs. Each and everyone of you. Even those i don't work with, I don't know. etc.. Thanks guys! you guys have done an amzing job. We appreciate it!)
I just can't get over today! haha.
There is alot of people appreciate right now.
and lastly! thank you Ze Rong!
for the snacks!:D
Signed out at 3:16
am!(I took One hour plus to write this post!)
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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