my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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I am fucking screwed!!!
Sunday, February 22, 2009 2:23 PM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
There is a reason why i am typing in all red. I woke up this morning planning to spend studying JAVA the whole day. So as I started the day ready to study I lost a piece of paper that can change the whole paper! I am fucking piss with myself for losing it. It meant alot for tml's paper. So I did spend abt half an hour to 45 mins to find that bloody piece of paper but i could not locate it. It 100% did not make me feel any better. So the only thing that I can hope for is a mircale now. So i went online. Searching for someone who I could ask for help. But unfortunately non. Then I saw Waniee online and I decided to ask her as she is also stdying IT. And yea she did stdy OOPJV and had the ans to the past year paper. At that moment I was freaking happy BUT.....
her module is code is diff.. Oh god. Really I am meant to get screwed today. Then a thought came across that I can ask gerlyn. So i did. She was not online so I decided to message. and guess what could be even better???
I lost her contact due to the fact I change my phone. Oh god!!! Then there was 2 angel who was there to my rescue. Thank you Wei Jie and Zhi Cao for that help. And yea so gerlyn is currently out studying and she MIGHT be online tonight. She said she will TRY her best. And I am indeed very thankful and I appreicate her effort.
It strucked me at this point that in the process of me trying to just get one ans key, I learned alot. There are people who are wiling to help me. For what I know they could actually just come up with an excuse not to help me as that can actually make them better their score and get me screwed up BUT they did not. Losing the paper actually was not something bad. There is a positive outcome. I finally understand what "help" actually is. It is something major not something minor.
I am still hoping for miracle at this point. Anything can happen. I am waiting for that paper to appear.
and.
May god bless all those wonderful people.
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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