my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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Gosh I Am Screwed/100 truths/25 Random Things
Friday, February 13, 2009 4:16 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
These few days i've been super busy that i don't have time for myself. Exams starts in 3 days time and I am not prepared. I know that at this point I am struggling, The only module that I spent most time studying is Data Communications & Networking(DCN). Due to the fact that I know I am failing this module badly. I tried doing the Assignment Paper which I will be submitting later, and I know nothing.
I spend a while reading and understanding but I have yet to understand it.
HELP ME!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!! I Don't Want to Fail!!! Please help me. Other than that life is not that good these past few days. I am kind of screwed up. I kind of suck! I am an idiot! Ok I just very dissapointed in myself in many different ways. On the lighter side of things. Survivor debuts tomorrow yea! I am a survivor freak but at this point I kind of like don't care and not looking foward to it. May cause of the dissapoinment in myslef as well as exams coming up soon. And I want to work!!! I need money!
Ok I was Very Very Very tired and bored so I did this!
100 Questions
001. Real name → Shaik Firdaus
002. Nickname(s) → Fird/Yeos/Shaiky & etc.
003. Status → Single
004. Zodiac sign → Virgo
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → PAP Chai Chee(Cannot Remember laaa..)
007. Middle School → Temasek Primary School, Peiying Primary School
008. High School → Northland Secondary School
010. Hair color → A little brown
011. Long or short → Short
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Haha Don't think So!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Now? NO!
018. Eat or Drink → Lately eat. But which is more impt for me? Drink.
019. Piercings → Nope
020. Tattoos → No
021. Water or Fire → Fire.Hot!
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → Gosh Can I have both? Okla. Love. (I don't know what I am saying)
023. First fear → Backstabbed!
024. First best friend → Gosh! I have lots. But I have yet to find a 'TRUE Friend'
025. First award → I haave alot of awards.. haha. Oklah Sports Basically.
026. First crush → Get Over It!
028. First big vacation → Indonesia!
030. First big birthday → Not too sure!
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Anything hot!
050. Drinking → Lime Juice!
052. I'm about to → I am not saying! gosh its embarassing!
053. Listening to → Benci Bilang Cinta - Radja
054. Plans for today → Can I just Sleep the whole day?? Haha
055. Waiting for → The day where my sole wish will come true!
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?→ 100% YES YES YES!!!
059. Want to get married?→ YES YES!!!
060. What careers do you have in mind?→ Anything with 6-digits salary.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach. But not pecs like guys!
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → 100% Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yea I did!
081. Ran away from home → Yes.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → nope.
083. Killed something→ Yes. Lizard.
084. Been heartbroken → Yup!
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died → Yea.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → yeahhh
092. Heaven → Yeah
093. Santa Claus → Nope
094. Sex on the first date → Knowing me??? ermm.. for me to know for you to find out!
095. Kiss on the first date → Maybe.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No. But I do want happiness anytime soon.
099. Do you believe in God → yes
100. Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Yea! But since it was on facebook and i decided to post in my blog instead ermm.So i am not tagging anyone.
25 Random Things
1. I am bored now.
2. I want to love someone.
3. I am singing!
4. I watched a ghost story just now
5. I want my license
6. I want money!!!
7. I don't want to be betrayed again!
8. I don't want to be backstabbed again!
9. I want to make more friends!
10. I want to find a 'TRUE FRIEND'. I wonder when.. sighh..
11. I am sad now.
12. Ok I am getting emotional now.
13. Oh gosh! Its getting sad. I am playing a sad song.
14. WTH is wrong with me.
15. Yes. I am thinking bout someone this instance.
16. What if my wish came true tomorrow?
17. I will be the happiest person on earth!
18. Who shall share my problems with?
19. Its there anyone who wants to hear my problems?
20. I want love!
21. I am always waiting for the moment I'll be a dad!
22. How I wish that 'someone' existed in my life!
23. I am in pain.
24. I am hurt!
25. Hendarto thankx for this tag! I had lots of fun doing it! tag someomore haha!
thankx man!
I actually felt better after doing this. I am not bored. When can I be happy?
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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