my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Desperate
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 1:39 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



For the fact that something just hit me so deep that I can't stop thingking about it. When people are desperate, they tend to do things which are out of hands and it might also not make sense at all. It just hit me that without me realising it I am desperate for some thing. Before this, I find everything ok maybe due to the fact that I did not put much thought in it. I am very sure at this point I am desperate. And its been a while since I first started being desperate. I have to stop being the way I am. I need to change. It is very important. I can't possibly be sharing everything with every new people. I can't possibly have hopes for things which seems a little out of the box. Its a crucial expect for me.

I need to change for my own good and It has to start now!



if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus