my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Monday, January 26, 2009 3:36 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Its my grandaunt birthday yesterday actually it was 24th Jan 09, so we celebrated it. We actually wanted to surprise her but it did not happpen as plan. Haha.





Yeah and some people are just starting to not making me like them. Some saw things which were suppose to be unseen. One unexpectedly did something which shocked me. One made me feel guilty and scared at this moment. One truth which might ruin my whole life was told.


This is the second time things like this happen in my life. So am i NOT learning from my prev mistake? What can i do now? How can i change things which can't be changed?
It all up to that one person either to keep that secret or share the untold story which will ruin my life.

Oh god please help me.

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus