my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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My Own Reflection!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 1:17 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Hello All Today. There was a reason why i did not update yesterday. After i went back from training, my mum told me about her visit to my old schoolmate house whose dad passed away few days back. I was ok till i heard that he left not only his wive and kids but also his youngest daughter which is only 5. It made me felt worst when i heard that she always sleep with her dad, and etc. I can't bear to write anymore down. It breaks my heart each time i think about it. I love kids and i can just pray and look after this kid well.



So today is another school day. Guess what Firdaus skipped lesson again. Yay! Yesterday i skipped 3hrs and today 2hrs. I know that i will be getting my love letter soon. 2 at one go! I so don't want to get debbared! Please help me someone.Exams are next week and i can see myself sinking. I am really sure that i will get the lowest for most of the modules cause i can see my classmates working hard unlike me. Yes! From the day since the 2nd semester start till now from what i can remeber i have only done ONE TUTORIAL HOMEWORK
Can you believe that? Yes that is me. I am so dead! Oh man! I WANT TO PASS!
I will be happy if i pass each module. Btw to my classmate: I know you guys can do it jia you!



Ok the last part. I am doing a reflection of myself today.
    What can i say about myself??
  • Irritating

  • Talk alot

  • Annoying

  • Cannot Shut Up

  • Childish


So what can i conclude from this? I need to shut up at all time, talk when its appropriate to and be more matured in how i think. Is it so diff? Stupid me!

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus