my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Back to back ruined day!
Thursday, November 13, 2008 12:06 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Today was EXTREMLY ruined. At this point i am sad, ashamed, upset and all those words that got to do with it. I went for floorball training just now. This is like the 2nd after been missing for more than 6mnths! I have to blame myself for everything. I played like a person who is going for floorball for the first time. There is no particular period today where i can held my head up. I am so ashamed with myself. I could not control the ball, I scored an own goal, I can't shoot what else?? Every worst thing that u can think off. People who were not as good as me few months back are playing extremely well. I ranked myself last among all of them. I am so damn upset. How i wish i can forget all about today. I know everyone has to start from basic. But i am too weak. I love hockey much more than floorball. In the past it was vice-versa. Shld i continue? The word "never give up" seems easy to look at but not easy to go through. Oh god plz give me the strength to go through each day. Every day seems to get from bad to worst! btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CLASSMATE HUI XIANG.


Haha i am so gonna disturb you tml.


if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus