my name is shaik firdaus.
Firdaus

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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
 Dont Jugde me by how I look,
Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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A chat that change everything.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:12 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Oh god i am really regretting this so much. I just know you from a chat. It was just the first oklah its not the first but second. And i know so much more than what i wanted to know. Initially i plan that this should only be a chat nothing more than that. But after the 3hours chat i know alot.Even those that i did'nt want to know. We webcam and had a lot of laughter. In was fun. Initially friendship is the only thing in my mind but now i feel a very different way. A way that i should not feel. Never. There is no way i am falling for you. It will never happen coz it is not possible between us. One of the reason is our age gap. What i plan now is for my future & my career. Not being in a relationship. I admit, it is not always that a person feel the way i am feeling right now. But i am really sorry, we can't be in a relationship. Oh god please let me make a wise decision.


Mood~(I dont know how to explain. haiz.)

if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus