my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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1st Day!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008 1:05 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
Hello Again. First Day Of the fasting month! YEAH! ok. it had to be tough. Every first day are always tough. Btw i slepty at ard 3am last night and woke up at 12pm. Its early OK! I forced myself to continue sleeping haha! till 2pm. After that i could'nt take it anymore. Got to wake up. So i did. Watch TV den left home at ard
5pm to do my usual volunteery work every fasting month.I left home and i accompanied someone all the way as she was stopping at the same station. Funla the journy with that person.She wanted to go First Lady(and tml she want to go 2nd Chance. Da sama tempat tak nak pegi skali pas tu, 2 days str8 nak pegi) . Yup and so it clearly meant that i arrive late at the mosque. So i entered the front enterance instead of the back to avoid some people. But guess what. I got 2 very good friend standing at the front door. So somehow kantoila. Haha oklah.
Den something intresting happen. Ok Fyi ppl who break fast at the mosque not only made up of guys but there is also girls. I saw this person who i always saw the mosque every fasting month. This person as always was the first one who acknowledge me. It happened again today. I Also got to know that person name okay. Btw this does not mean that i am intrested in that person or what ok. Just being friendly.
Plus What i realise today is that i am not a kid from that area so i don't know much people in that area (excluding my mosque friend). I only know 1.ONE. i know that this is pathetic. For over 4 years and only one. Hahaahahahaha. Funny ah. How i know that sole person ? Hahaha coz of an embarassing moment. During one occasion i was at the mosque wearing my School Uniform. On that particular event after i prayed he approach and asked if i was from Tanjong Katong Sec(How i wish i was from that school). I said i was'nt an i saw that he was somehow paisey. But nevertheless thank you so much Hakim(if i am not wrong) for being the ONLY yes only person at that neighbourhood who is friendly.
So at ard 10 plus left the mosque and stop at some places then reach home. Then str8 away had dinner.I was actually starving to death. And i heard shouting so i went to check and from what i saw there were group of chinese guys all prepared to have a fight. Gang Fight. It would be nice to watch but it did'nt happen from my sight.Right now i am dead tired. I want to sleep. & i had a job offer but don't know if i want to take it.And i will put up pics real soon!
Sign out @ 1:41AM
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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