my name is shaik firdaus.
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shaik firdaus (:
18 years old, trying to fixed my life
wants to find new buddy to hang out with
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Judge me by how I behave towards you.
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Wednesday & Thursday
Friday, August 8, 2008 2:05 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past



Wednesday - Ok.Wednesday, i had so much fun. Seriously. I started with having lesson with my class. I was bored. Yes.Thn later i went to watch POL-ITE Hockey Finals and did not go floorball. Did not complete 2.4km. And so yup watched the hockey match. There were alot of ppl tat i did'nt see for a long time. Hahaha. Ok i was the one who did not go for training for over 2 months. The only reasons is only coz of _______! I regret not going as i miss all the fun. Oklah back to the game. The girls won ITE 5-0 and the guys draw 2-2 which meant that once agan NYP is the champs. Congratz guys! And as the game was being played, alot of ex-northlander came back. Fairuzana,Ain,Syidah,Azhari and much more la. Its really fun to see them back as they are really fun ppl. And ya i told syidah that her cousi Nadia is in the same class as me. Haha. cool seh.Then hangout with them after the game eat at Mac then went back. Its really fun to see all the ex-northlander. Their spirit were great, fun!



Thursday - The night before i slept at 3AM. My day started at 8am with accounting followed by marketing. It was the last tutorial with MR CHEE & WEE! Honestly, im gonna miss doing accounts. Its really fun doing it. And based on my 3 years doing accounts, Mr Chee is the best accounts teacher! Great Job MR CHEE! so much fun doing accounts.I sat beside Ashley today haha. i just cold'nt stop talking. THANKX YA ASHLEY for hearing my nonsense for 4 hours! haha. After that ate lunch with Li jia, Nadia and Torrance. Fun seh! they got the gila2attitude haha. As what syidah says,its the family blood.The fun ppl! I agree! then went to print accounts past exam paper. Initially it would only take 15mins BUT because of someone's error then we waited for ABOUT AN HOUR to get our paper! Nadia thankx to you for cancelling the paper if not i guess more than an hour we would have waited for the paper. Then went to the library to study. I tried to concentrate but i can't my brain can't tae in anything despite trying my best to give focus. Finish at 3pm then went back with Lijia & Nadia. Yup i told them what i felt about the class BI0804, and also what about both of them. THE BEST PEEPS IN THE CLASS



and about the guys.Let me just be honest here.It Is not that i don't want to mix around with them or what but its just irritating to here them speaking in Chinese at most time. Despite me standing beside that person and listening to their conversation they will still speak in chinese. I dunno why but i don't fell like saying "channel 5 please." why? i don't why i feel that way.
When i was working, i also don't have any Malay mates, all Chinese but somehow they understand and speak English and i feel accepted. Not like what i am going through now and that is the reason why i never join them for most of the things and went out with my other friends during break. I have pictured how my 3 years would go. I just got to accept it. This is life. So Kita ENJOY! haha. oklah forget about that.



I stopped at somerset and met my old working friends. EDA, Tian, Ah Fen, Kak Yati and all the rest. And i heard so much stories that happend since i stopped working. Banyak giler. Some of those which can be trusted and some which i found it hard to trust. Kak Yati will be working at TAKA after this so i can see her there! She is as pretty and sweet as always. Btw she is only 20+ ah. Eda has found a new guy. Happy for you. Treasure that person well. And she also said she EVER had a crush on Zai? wait pause. Who and what????ZAI???dang!! no no. WHY? WHY? WHY? I was super shocked when i heard this. Zai of all person and why? Because he and me got A FEW get it A FEW similarities. I still speechless till now. Oklah but Zai was not there jut now but i somehow saw his friendster shoutout from the Updates column. It looks like he has found a new girl. Good for you bro! Treasure her and love her alot ya! Oklah then i left go meet Dora. She is still as nice as last time. And then i went back. I learn so much today.



I am now eating Nasi and Daging Rendang from Pariaman!Best Giler!!


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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus