my name is shaik firdaus.
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Firdaus
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Pressuring-ing
Friday, August 22, 2008 9:34 AM
If only i was given a chance to change my past
Hello.
Today is Friday.Such a wonderful day.Guess what i slept from 2pm on thurs till 12am fri. Amazing right? Hehe. Thank God 2 module is down 3 more to go. Honestly this 3 days is a enough if i know how to handle to study for two module. A lot things were running in my mind after i woke up. School Life, Army Life and finding a perfect a girl for myself. The last pressured me somehow.
I want to find someone who i can love and treasure till the end of my life not those type of love where you break up then patch back and so on. I just wanna find the right one. But won't it take a long time? How long must i wait till i can find the right one? Is there even a right one? What if there is no right one? How how how?
It freaks me out at one point. Must all this is in god's hand we just have to wait. "Setiap Manusia Diciptakan Berpasangan ". Which means Every Human Being Are created in a pair.
Let's stop talking bout that and go on and talk about something else.
Friends.
This was another thing that was bothering me.
Nothing about the old friends.My Secondary & Primary school friends are all great.
But what bothers me is my Polytechnic friends. When i first know that i will be going to go poly i was happy cause i know that i"ll be able to make new friends but now nope. I heard from my friends that ITE is great. They make new friends and True Friends. Its great to hear their stories i hope i was in thier shoes. But unfortunately no. Once there was this person who told me that in "There is no true friends in Poly Do i agree? Yes 100%. Except maybe if u are in Republic Poly.
Its been one semester and i shall say that i"ve not made any true friends. Not at all. In my class, i can say that there is only about 1-2 that i am close to. That is Ashley and Nadia. CCA. I am always not there as i am always busy going out laa, Handling my probs and all sorts of nonsense. But ShuXin is nice! Maybe it is my fault for actually spending more time with old friends then new.
My pledge is that i will spend more time with my Poly Friends in the 2nd Sem. More time on school & CCA.YES YES YES!!!. However i have promise Puvanes & Shalini to go out with them soon. Ok i will i know its a long time people since i promise you guys. I will really soon.
What's pissing me off now is DELL HELP SUPPORT.I"VE WAITED FOR ABT 1H 30MIN now but no one is able to chat with you at the moment! F*** 483!.
Ta-ta for now. Sign out-10:17AM! Firdaus.
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if only my sole wish came true
everything would have been perfect
love Firdaus
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