Yea!! Saturday, November 7, 2009 12:35 AM I had a wonderful day! Thanks Pamela & Sok Lei. =D

hello. Friday, November 6, 2009 1:50 AM Hello. I have no idea what to blog about. basically my eyes got infected by some fungus, recovering thankfully. If not high chances got to go for op! Ermmm beside that nothing interesting happen. I was missing from school few days back. for about 3 days i suppose. Other than that nothing much to share. Except i am not going to school tomorrow. I have made that decision. I had no regrets. I wish all the best to you. I hope you will stay happy always. You will always be a friend. Take care. I want to lead a normal life now.

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Two stories Monday, November 2, 2009 2:01 AM I heard that she is sick. Get well soon ILYA!! really want to visit her soon. Hello! I have two things i can remember to blog about. First story Yesterday night, at ard 1a.m, i was at Bartley MRT station. Yes Bartley MRT all alone. It was such an amazing experience being there all alone. Actually to be honest its not bad. You guys should try. Just hang out around that alone, with no one else there. Its quiet and a wonderful experience. I find it awesome!! =D Second story On different occasion i was approached by different group of students asking for help to buy something. I am really sorry i can help. Given my past i don't want to get involve in this. So i can't help and i hope that you guys won't do this type of things. Its not good for your own health! so try quitting! The joke you made, make me smile, but if you don't care, so do i.

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You can't fixed it! Friday, October 30, 2009 12:48 AM This show was one of the best show i ever watched.It was worth while watching it! I freaking love it! I want to buy the dvd when its release! Catch it on weds at AMK. with xj and her friends. haha. its was great. And ya it was also Yufang's birthday!! Happy Birthday!! =D Today is thursday. Or technically i should say, yesterday. It was'nt one of the best i should say. -Lesson start at 8am. I was late. -I did not wear my contacts (and i was suffering the whole day). -I could not board the train until the fourth one arrive. -I brought the wrong book. XML and Web Services instead of Operating System. -My pen had no ink. -Ya basically at one point, i was no longer interested to see how screwed up my day was. Tomorrow is friday. Kick off at 2pm and ya carry on life after that. To a much more serious post. I can see many of my friends suffering with friendship problem at this point. Initially i gave myself a smile. saying to myself that it was over for me. I was no longer the only. But after spending time alone, i could actually notice how sick my friendship life was/is. Who in the bloody NYP is my friend? I honestly have no idea. Honestly speaking i think its less then 5. Many people said that i have many friends. But basically i am the one who avoid these many friends that i have! I basically find it so hard to even say hi to a huge bunch of people who once were my friend. I have no idea why am i like this. why am i treating them this way. If only i allow to change something. I regret i did not do it. I regret being such a bad person. I regret being the one who avoid all my friends. Basically i just wanna get this f***-ed up period of life done and over with quickly.I can't fixed this now because... I guess, as long as you keep every single thing to yourself you won't be able to get over this problem. I will keep trying to solve this without sharing and i will succeed! I wanna make new friends and i hope this time i am once again who avoid them. Want to be my friend? :)

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thb. Tuesday, October 27, 2009 2:03 AM Booyah!!! Monday is just monday. Boring. School is irritating. I am bored of school. I am sleepy, tired and lazy. Ermm. Having my presentation tomorrow. And i have no idea what to talk about. I was bored today so i took pictures. KYF!!! F&C F&C 2 Who you think this person in the pic is? CNWQ! Picture of the day!! I wonder if she knows her picture is here! hahaha. Woooooo I just want you close by. and ya please laa! don't only talk to me when you need something from me. Typical human being!!!! byes!

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